You didn't get what you wanted and it hurts bad but you fail to see that all hope isn't lost just yet, its not over if you look at the positive things in this drama. You didn't win but you didn't loose either, you just haven't noticed that yet. You probably feel hurt, confused, insecure, disappointed and sad. A relationship didn't work out as you thought it would but its not over yet, maybe you just need some time to readjust and refocus on what important and what's not. This card tells you not to give up just yet.
The first documented tarot packs were recorded between 1440 and 1450 in Milan, Ferrara, Florence and Bologna when additional trump cards with allegorical illustrations were added to the common four-suit pack. These new decks were called carte da trionfi, triumph cards, and the additional cards known simply as trionfi, which became "trumps" in English. The earliest documentation of trionfi is found in a written statement in the court records of Florence, in 1440, regarding the transfer of two decks to Sigismondo Pandolfo Malatesta.